This and That

I had a panic attack about next year, yesterday. (next year and yesterday look weird together).

Yesterday, I had a panic attack about next year. (does this look better?)

It started when I sat myself at the piano and ran my fingers over the keys.

It hit me.

'It' being the absense of my piano when I'm away. So I made a list of the few things I will miss and another of the things i will look forward too.

Things I will miss:
My piano (no prize for whoever guessed that)
My garden
My favourite place by the window in the kitchen that's overlooking the fishpond
My dogs-Cookie Missy and Zoe
Ping pong and futsal
Using Lah, lor, haiyoh and HOYOH
My room AND toilet
Mum's cooking
and of course Friends and Family la.

Things I will look forward to:
ETHAN (can't wait to bite his bottom...sounds wrong i know, and to teach him to say Kristy is Puhreety)
The parks there
Exploring new places
Public transport I can actually figure out
New sports to learn (yes Jean, Aussie rules footie)
Baking and cooking more
Discovering a new favourite place
Winter coats
and imitating the Aussie Ack-cent maittie!



Mixed feelings are weird feelings.
Its like having sambal with banana. Not ngam la..!