Obsess much?

Dear Teacher,

Sometimes I wish I obsessed more. I'm usually not the obsessive kind. So I think. Okay maybe I am slightly obsessive but for non-lucrative activities like flossing. Oh, and arranging shoes. Can't sleep without flossing. Can't sleep knowing my left thong is paired with my right nike.

I used to think that being obsessive was a bad thing. Till I realised that it was pretty much the effect of passion.

Even you can't deny you were a passionate person. You were highly obsessive. Yes, you were. With your books. You could starve from food but oh no, never, from books. Even when I bumped into you the other day. You were all gaunt and I was slightly worried. I asked you what you've been doing and if you've been eating. 'Reading' you replied. I had forgotten how you lived on books, devoured their pages, tore them apart and were always, always, ready for more.



Well, attached with this letter, is a book. Your book. One of the many you loaned to the class. I borrowed it. Technically I am still borrowing it although it's been years. I have been meaning to return it but somehow, something held me back. The book has become more than a love story between Ms Bennet and Mr Darcy. It is representation of passion and obsession. Of wanting things and doing things. It reminded me of you, you see.

That said, I always knew I would return it to you. I was just waiting for the right time. It's still in the best condition-no coffee stains, no bunny ears. With your signature and date of purchase on the second page. Not to forget the white label on its spine with its Dewey Decimal System number on it. I can hardly understand that system.

So here you go, Austen's Pride and Prejudice. I hear you're releasing your first book soon. That's why I'm returning it. As much as I know I will miss it, here I am, hoping it brings you as much good as it has me.

is looking for a replacement book,
Twisty

4 comments:

Jeannette said...

hardy har har.

Jeannette said...

yeah..my worst nightmare is not being able to read. like...the idea actually scares me. and i'm not that obsessive la. okay fine, maybe i am a bit. like...i lose sleep over such trivial things.

Russell said...

The subject of passion is a very important one because it relates to the fundamental purpose of your life which is to be the person you have designed yourself to be. Your purpose is to do what EXCITES you the most and to be of SERVICE by doing so; to be the fullest you that you can be!
So when something excites you more than anything else, that excitement (PASSION) is there to tell you three things:
(1) This IS who and what you are. The circumstance and the situation that comes into your life at any given moment that excites you more than any other is letting you know, "This is WHO YOU ARE; act on it!" You see, excitement IS the sign that many people ask for from God. "What can I do in life? Why am I here? What is my mission? Oh God, PLEASE give me a sign!"
"Hey, look over here; here's a very exciting thing you could be doing!" "Don't bother me now; I'm looking for my purpose. I'm too busy looking for my mission in life. I'm supposed to be serious about this."
But you see, the things that come with excitement and passion ARE the answers, ARE the signals, ARE the signposts coming from God; that's what passion IS. It's tapping you squarely on the shoulder, saying,"This is what you want to be doing right now." The reason it excites you is because it is aligned with the idea of WHO YOU ARE; that's what passion is.
(2) Because passion is who you are, if you act on it with trust and conviction, it will be the thing that can be the most effortless thing you will ever do--because it is who you are. You are being yourself. And so of course it will be effortless. The only time you have struggle and pain is when you are trying to be someone you are not.
(3) If you follow your excitement, that exciting thing will support you in the most abundant way to allow you to keep doing it in a more expanded way. Therefore, you will automatically be able to attract the opportunities to allow you to do the thing that excites you the most.

Kristy said...

Yes, Jean. The greatest tragedies in history include the burning of books by insecure dictators yes?
I am kept awake by trivial things too. Like- I want to eat cereal tomorrow, but there's no more milk. Should I buy milk now? Or just eat something else tomorrow?

Hey Uncle Russell, yes I believe in living with Passion. Doing what you love with all your heart. For God, for others and of course, for me.