A flash

That's how time went by here.

In a few hours I will be boarding a plane back to Melbourne. And I'm ambivalent...em-bee-va-lent. That's how I hear the word in my head.

I love being home-home. It's safe, old and warm. I never want to sleep when I'm back here. It's as if time is too precious to be WASTED on sleep. There are a million things to do with a million people. Like go for breakfast in Taman Desa with your girlfriends (Jean and Addie) and have a nasi lemak tambah sotong for RM 3.50. It's comfortable.

Elsewhere, life is a bit more uncertain. It's tougher, newer and colder. I don't know what to expect and I find myself having to think on my toes. And it's easier to mess-up but you learn that you can deal with the mess. And every experience teaches you something. Like shifting houses- packing, unpacking and adjusting. It's exciting.

I once had to answer this question on Jared's umm friend questionnaire.

"Comfort or excitement?"

Both at different times. That was my answer.


I guess it's time for some excitement, hey?